8/8/12 6:22 PM

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I want it ALL

Beej & Chris

I have been thinking a lot lately and have realized how much of an "I want it ALL" attitude I have been having lately.

- I want to be an amazing homemaker. Making dinner every night, having a clean and organized house, and super cute decorations throughout my house (decorations that I either made or found from a really good deal)

- I want to be an amazing mom with well behaved and smart kids...oh and I want to spend equal amounts of time with them and give them every opportunity I can to help them succeed in life and achieve amazing goals as they become adults. Oh and I don't want to spoil them. And I want to have 4-6 kids all close together or somewhat close together.

- I want to run a half a marathon

- I want to get my bachelors degree in nursing. I want to be a stay at home mom without having to work....but at the same time I find myself wanting to be a full time nurse (until I come home to my kids of course- but if I didn't have kids I would love to find an amazing job in a hospital and just be this killer smart and amazing nurse that knows all :D)

- I want to make homemade Halloween costumes

- I want to play at the World Horseshoe tournament next year in St. George. I'm not that competitive but I do want to work at it and do my best.

- I want to be smart in the scriptures and know all the stories and feel like I can really contribute in Sunday School at church. 

- I want to be the "cool" mom but also the "smart mom" that teaches my kids good things and expects a lot out of them. Oh and I want my kids to always want to hang out with me and talk to me about everything (even when they are teenagers)

- I want to dress cute and do my hair and make up each day.

I want to be a perfect mom, perfect daughter, perfect visiting teacher, perfect sister, perfect wife, and have a perfect body and look perfect everyday.

Why is that? Why do we always feel the need to be perfect? Maybe because people make comments suggesting you should change that way you think, act, and feel. But why do we care what other people think? I catch myself worrying about what other people think a lot and for the most part I catch myself and realize that I really don't care and just do my best- but every once in a while it can get me down. I mean I think it is important that we strive to do our best. I think goals are great too- but when you have a list like I do....you realize that you can't have it all, and that is okay.

Just thought I would share my thoughts :)

8/7/12 7:14 AM

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Random pictures I found off my Ipod

Beej & Chris

 Don't know if I ever posted any of these pictures. But they were too cute not to share. They were all taken from my I-pod at random times.
















 lol- Kaylee is putting a diaper on one of her 'little people'
 Playing in the play area at the new City Creek Center with Challae and her cute kids









 This never happens! But Kaylee fell asleep on me before I had put her down for a nap. Her mustache totally cracks me up.
 Sleeping Connor on a separate day than the picture above- aren't sleeping kids super cute to look at






8/2/12 7:55 AM

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The day I took two kids to the movie theater....

Beej & Chris

So I sometimes write down a few notes that I want to remember so I can either write it in my journal or blog about it..well I just found a note that said, 'March 19th, 2012 - remember the time you took two kids to the movie theater'.

Ha ha, yep I remember. Kaylee was just over two years old and Connor was 9 months old. We went to see the Lorax. I remember it had been a rough week with the kids, ya know still adjusting to having two kids being so close together. So I decided to venture out and have an adventure. We got popcorn and set everything down and just as the movie was getting ready to start Kaylee had to go potty. So I left most of our stuff (car seat, popcorn, diaper bag, and drinks) by our seats and carried Connor in one hand and walked with Kaylee in the other. We then made it back to the movie just after it had started. I put Connor in his car seat with some snacks and put Kaylee in the seat next to me. Kaylee was still small enough she was having a hard time not being squished in between the seat as it kept trying to close on her- even though I put her on a booster seat on top of the chair.

We then had a quite moment where Connor was eating his snacks, Kaylee was eating popcorn, and I took a deep breath and started to enjoy myself. That moment lasted pretty long considering how young the kids were. Kaylee got a little restless and started to wander around. Connor had fallen asleep for a bit and then everything happened at once. Kaylee knocked over the popcorn, Connor started to cry and as I was trying to settle him down as fast as I could- Kaylee was running around in the front of the movie screen. I hurried and grabbed Kaylee and went outside as fast as I could-because nobody wants to hear a screaming baby in a movie theater. I then realized I had to go back into the movie theater to get the rest of the stuff and I for sure couldn't leave the kids outside by their selves. So I made it back into the theater and grabbed my stuff with both kids in tow. Kaylee then realized we were leaving for good and started to cry and refused to walk. I had Connor in his car seat and somehow managed to drag Kaylee screaming at the top of her lungs passing people starring me down- to the car. I buckled both kids in their car seats, gave Connor his binky and Kaylee a drink, turned on the car and then stepped outside of it to take a deep breath.

Okay so yeah that was insane and pretty daring of me to do, but you get to a point in being a stay-at-home mom that you need NEED to get out of the house and do something. So that is what we decided to do and it was definitely an adventure and something I look back at now and just laugh. I just have to keep reminding myself that these adventures are not going to last- I am going to one day look back and miss this stage and having sweet little babies giving wet kisses or toddlers saying the funniest things. Yep being a mom is hard and being a patient mom is even more difficult and I have a long way to go- but it sure is an adventure!

7/15/12 10:01 AM

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Milwaukee Trip

Beej & Chris

I just realized that I had posted all my pictures of the kids and I's vacation to Milkwaukee on facebook but didn't ever blog about it. Well- I definitely want these memories written down so here is recap of our amazing vacation to see Nina pants.
 
Not going to lie I was sweatin' pretty heavy as I was waiting to get on our first flight with two kids in tow, but was very grateful that they allowed BJ to help me pass through security and get me to the gate. We didn't have to wait too long to get on the flight but in that time Kaylee said she had to go to the bathroom and had taken off her shoes and socks and was running around right as it was time to board. I quickly got her shoes on and carried them both up to the family line with both carseats attached to my stroller. I was planning on putting both kids in carseats because they had extra room on this flight, but when I got back there and was trying to attach the carseats in with both kids I found it to be pretty difficult. The flight attendants were awesome and helped me set up one while I held Connor and kept Kaylee from running down the isles of the plane, but by the time we had finished I decided not to do the other carseat and the kind flight attendant took it to the front to check it. When I sat down and had both kids buckled in their seats I heaved a big sigh of relief and almost started crying when the kind flight attendant came back and said, "you are doing a great job. I know it is hard". I was so lucky to have such kind staff to help me. 

 
Kaylee's first plane ride! She was "so cited!!"

  Connor's first plane ride...he relaxed and took a nap :)


Second plane ride the plane was full so Kaylee rode in the carseat and took a nap while Connor sat with me- and ended up taking a nap in my arms.

Kaylee fell asleep as well for a bit


 We had so much fun at Nina, Tanner, and Erick's house. Here are a few things/places we did and went to...





 This was at a yummy "pizza place" that was not even a pizza place- it was an all you can eat place but all we ate was pizza :) Their garlic pizza was sooo yummy!


 Connor went down the slide and then just layed like this until someone else wanted to go down so I had to get him out. lol silly boy
 Kaylee riding a pony
 Connor loves using a fork- and sometimes wont eat unless he has one ha ha




 At the Milwaukee Zoo
 Kaylee- "I wanna touch em'"


For some reason the picture of Connor in the stroller wont upload....but he just chilled in the stroller most of the time because he was so tired.

 I love Nina's face- she is such a cute mom!
 This was the first room we went in at the zoo. You can get up so close to the birds- there wasn't a cage or net around the birds so it was really cool.

 Yeah- pretty much the coolest thing ever! Kaylee, Connor, and I rode on a Camel...that is right a CAMEL. ha ha It was a short ride but I thought it was pretty cool.

Next we went to the pool. They had a fun play set and big areas for kids to play at.

 and then a "sand play"
(dont mind Nina in the background. She is not peeing but rather washing off the sand in the outside shower LOL)




This is what Eric had for lunch...



Okay so Connor is apparently a little ladies man.



ha ha I overheard the girls talking about Connor. They nicknamed him George since they didn't know his name. ha ha It was so funny. They were working on building a really big hole to fill up with water so "George" could sit in it.




 
This is what Connor was doing for the whole time we were there..
and this is what Connor had for lunch ha ha jk
Both boys enjoyed a lot of sand this vacation. I kept puting Connor's binky in so he wouldn't eat the sand!


This is what all the other boys were doing....

                                                                         Isn't she cute :)

Kaylee had the time of her life here


Next we went to the beach- SO FUN!
 he he Love sweet little Eric!








 
                                                           Binky= no eating of the sand


 All the kids enjoyed it- especially Kaylee. She would laugh and laugh as we jumped over the waves.



 
                                                            Burying Kaylee in the sand.

 Burying Connor- he almost fell asleep in the process ha ha



all worn out after swimming..
 Eric looks so big in this picture- so cute!


 Apparently Connor was going through a growth spurt- because he ate and ate and ate at Nina's house.

 
He ate TWO of these huge watermelons AND then a few MORE pieces of watermelon.





                               Getting YUMMY custard at Kopps, I will never look at ice cream the same.




The flight home was a little more difficult




First flight...was okay





and then we had a 4 hour layover...




Luckily we found a good spot for the kids to run around and a friend to play with for a bit
this is how we blocked our kids in

This is how Kaylee rode around in the airport. While we were waiting to board the second flight Kaylee was sitting like this on the stroller and dropped her rocks that she picked out at the gift store. I hurried and went to pick them up and the stroller started to come crashing down...luckily someone caught it. I am sure they thought I was a horrible mother for having Kaylee ride there- but I was just doing what I could to manage with both kids so I didn't care. I obviously didn't want the stroller to fall over and love my kids so meh.
Since our layover was so long the kids were over tired and I was hoping they would crash on the plane, but instead the did the opposite and both started crying at the same time. The plane was completely full but I was sitting next to a teenager that was so easy going and didn't mind the occasional kick from Connor and the cries by both kids. BUT we made it and as soon as we got in the car with BJ they both were out like a light. What an adventure! So fun....hard...but totally worth it.
 We had SO much fun with Nina, Tanner, and Eric. I didn't get any pictures of Tanner but he was there and so welcoming and kind to us. We couldn't thank them enough for their hospitality. I totally felt at home and had a blast. It was so nice to be a mom along with another amazing mom. Wouldn't it be nice if we lived next door Nina! We miss you guys!